sexta-feira, 10 de fevereiro de 2012


Is there something better than a snooze?
I "snoozed", you "snoozed", he "snoozed"... even the verb itself sounds good even being completly wrong. I love wrong things.
It's good we all "snooze" for a while. You see how grandious everything tiny can be, you see how tiny everything grandious is, too. And the medium keeps being medium. It doesn't exist. It keeps being absent.
The wonderful meeting with a snooze: waking up and not even remembering your name. And when you eventually remember it, spelling it as the most surprisingly thing you have ever discovered in your entire life about yourself.
My name is Ana. A-n-a... That's really strange. I have never though that me, myself, was actually represented by a sound. I knew I was, I just never though about that. So... maybe I didn't really know.
How many people really think about the sound that represents themselfs? We all have a label. And the majority of our label's don't really mean anything, but they have a energy. How maybe not really a energy, that is getting to much "ying yang" here... But it is something quite funny, it is something immutable. Never changes. I was born and I was giving this name and I will die having this name. Even if I decided to change it to "Debora Cristal", I guess there will be dozens of people who will never forget my original name. I will be always Ana. Liking it or not.
After a snooze. After a snooze I got emotional about my name. Not because it's beautiful. Just because it is a freaking sound my parents put on me and it will never change. I found it interesting. And such a short sound. It really sounds...quick. Simple. And easy.
Now I understand why everyone calls me Luelmo instead.

3 comentários:

  1. well, for now, i just can remember «Faces and Names, I Wish they were the same (...)

    ...and also that I love your name (i just wonder why..). I still don't understand your last sentence...i just don't find it so «simple».. nor «easy»...(but i guess i'm still sleeping...yeahh,it must be,,,,)

    «People who want to meet the name I have
    Are always disappointed when they meet me...»

    «...Faces and Names, to me they're all the same...». I like "giving" you names, such as Kid. I like Kid

    ohh, by the way,I love «wrong things», too.And also «Wrong People» me!!!, i guess

    A good "snooze"..., Kid!

  2. My Daaaarling!

    You have point there : «People who want to meet the name I have
    Are always disappointed when they meet me...»

    Just wondering which music it belongs.. :P rsrsr

    I also like you calling me Kid. It places me in eternal childhood. What is obviously GOOD! :)

    Kiss Kiss

  3. ...oh, and I love your «rsrsrs...» . And your «:P»'s.

    lyrics: Lou Reed & J Cale, Songs for Drella

    lamentando só fazê-lo agora (e de forma que não assume muita "dignidade" bloguística...), serve a presente para te enviar uma mega beijoca...Kid!